Goals I’ve reached

October 17, 2006 at 9:21 pm (Ramblings)

All summer I worked towards two things, and these two things were the only things I cared about. Then I received both of them at the beginning of the school year, and after receieving them, I had to think, did I really want these things.  With the one, things weren’t working out great to start with, but have since taken a turn for the better and things are going quite swell, and as for the other, things started out decently, but have slowly gotten worse.  If I could’ve only gotten one of the two things, it is the thing that is working out now, but all of my life I have strived for the other, and now I am wondering if it is all worth it.  I think, is this how I want to spend the next four years of my life?  If I improve, I am sure it will get better, but it is very tough to improve at a rate that would put me on the same level in such a short time.  It is going to be a long process.  So,  I guess, just be careful what you wish for, but if you really want something, go for it all the way.

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