My Time
A lot of times I will have ideas to make plans with people, and I will even tell them I will call them, but in my eyes, time seems to move about 100 times slower than it really is. So when I look at the clock and it says 1:46, and I was supposed to call my friends at 11:30, I felt like an asshole. So, I need to know, how does one keep a better track of time. I mean it is possible that I fell asleep in this timeframe, and just didn't realize it, but who knows.
Summer
Summer is usually one, if not the best seasons of the year, ( I know it isn't that hard since there are only 4…) but I am a little afraid of this summer, and what I mean by that is I am absolutely terrified. I know that there is nothing that can be done, and that I will just have to make a little more effort and everything will work out, or not, and if it doesn't then it wasn't meant to be, and I will be better off because of it. Either way I think I will be better off because of it, but I am just dreading everything. Work, volleyball conditioning, work, the heat, Alison going home, not ever seeing my friends, and sunburn. I just need to stop worrying about it and do my best to make it the most enjoyable summer I have ever had, and then even if it isn't the best ever, it will at least be better than if I sit and dread its arrival every second of the day. Summer vacation is only 4 weeks away, and I can't sit here and lie and say I haven't been counting down the days, because I am sick to death of homework and tests and quizzes and the whole learning environment, but I am still a little afraid. Oh well, let's see how it goes.
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Siege
I have a friend that I call Siege. He is usually an idiot, and says some of the dumbest things in the world, but every once in a while he has the most insightful thing, or best advice I have ever heard. Sometimes hearing this makes me want to cry, because how can he be such an idiot one minute, but then say the smartest thing I have ever heard the next? It also makes me mad because it is hard to make fun of anyone that comes up with great advice. So I tend to ignore it, but then I have to end up using it later on, because it is good advice, and then I feel like a jerk for not doing it right away. Maybe one day he will be like Dr. Phil.
